The idea of today's dance was to keep in touch with friends and family. I'm pretty bad at it, for multiple reasons. I prefer calling people when I really want to talk to them rather than scheduling timely calls to notify that I'm still alive. And don't even get me started on the "what's the weather like out there?" question. If you want to know what the weather is like in my part of the world, all you need is weather.com!
I guess I'm not feeling all up there today (I blame it on the non-daylight savings changeover). I think today, for the first time, I genuinely felt like giving up. More than just giving up, I'm questioning the whole purpose of the 30 days, 30 dances. What exactly is it??!! Why am I doing this? Is it going to be as satisfying at the end of the road as I pictured it? Has it been a satisfying journey even? Or is it just a distraction from something more important? Aargh ...
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